day 10

im typing on a computer for the first time after 10 days. movements are slower. able to walk, eat, sleep and i thank god. swallowed crushed pills so far.

got my self a wifi phone with initial thoughts of blogging everyday's experience but the phone was too heavy and im too slow in typing on a qwerty keypad. maybe i'll reconsider

:) life has thrown many of its challenges my way earlier than my age can take. but i thank god for the experience knowing that each unique encounter has its own purpose.

i want to get well, enjoy the holidays, enjoy the break. start doing what i planned. :)

Handovers and singapore

Operation is this coming saturday. talk about time passing by fast. the past few days of work has been focusing on handing over tasks that i deal with on a daily basis to my fellow teammates.:)

 

been mentally imagining how the operating theater will look like, feel like. how the pain will be like. Have yet to feel any inch of fear, thank god. The boyfriend is coming down for a whole week to take care of me. that'll surely speed up the healing process. its the first time in the past 2 years plus that we get to spend so much time together. a breakthrough in our relationship sure :)

 

Am currently writing from Singapore. I like this country, the order, the people, the food, the prices. It is holiday destination. someday, some how after i get well.

 

Telling myself i need to learn how to walk fast, so that i get to enjoy the rest of my holidays. that's what i aim to do at least. bake a little, read a little, surf the net a little, walk a little, eat a lot. so much to look forward to. its important to remind myself to keep a positive mindset.

 

41 degrees at the lower spine is no major stop for me to continue with life :) thank god for family and friends and a super romantic boyfriend.