taking over
workload
challenging
assignments
lazy
hassle
straight forward
people
scary
fast
unsure
you
relaxing
her
stressed up
some
ignorant
others
pretending

people with same characteristics
or so i think
sometimes i do feel for them
like now
feeling really happy for one
and at the same time
feeling concern for another
and
feeling weird for even another person

bonds
that i think exist
but then
i could be wrong
people
that i thought i knew
but then
people do change
attitude
that i thought i understood
but then
i was wrong
explanation
that i could offer
but then
now its all in a mess

i thank god for keeping me safe so far
thank god for people he has put in my life
thank god for blessing mommy with 50 years on this earth
thank god for being so real
thank god for the hope he gives
thank god for teaching me more and more each day
thank god for always being there
thank god for memories of past in my life
thank god for new experiences and challenges
thank god for accepting me as his child