Business travels. Look smart. Bring an organizer. Fly the shuttle like taking the LRT. Wear slacks, heels. Put on lipstick. Bring wipes to look fresh at all times.

I'll be like a PA to a director.

Good exposure :)

your dad asked : how am i doing?

each time i see him, i ask him : how are you doing?

its been 10 years since.

was suppose to go for a birthday dinner :( but it didnt work out. we went all the way to kl, it was raining so heavily that the roads to that place was flooded. turned away, flooded again.

ended up having a good girl talk off old klang road, with a good bowl of fish head noodles.

Eyes are so tired. everything seems extra glaring. But sleep is not coming to me :( 

over exhaustion till body doesnt know how to shut down. 

This is dangerous

I need to go to work. I need to go to work. :D

"sometimes its better to keep quiet and listen"

Thank you. I've learnt it and brought it along with me throughout these years.

am on a hunt to achieve my/our dreams. fingers crossed, palm clasped.

let your will be done.

And we ask. why they can do such a big production, and do it so successfully? and why we are no where near there? why they have this and why we dont?

its been an ongoing discussion, and im fed up with it. with the people, with the attitude.

"ok. i'll volunteer to do ours next year"

"dont be stupid, who do you think you are? you dont have the connections"

period. the veterans steps down. the young ones are not allowed to step up.

there's no excuse, no reason to compare.

and so our hearts grieve for the lost fire and lost revival in the church.

LDR day 4

The operation is on :D Sometime end Sept/early Oct. 

hopefully it wont be LDR anymore by then. or maybe for 2 weeks at least. 

LDR Day 2

Its funny to see how when people set their heart on protecting
something or someone, they go all out. Even when its not pretty, even
when the world says no, even when being discouraged by others.

A weakness is not a weakness if it is shown light to turn it into a
strength. Love overcomes all weakness. I hope this stays real forever.

LDR Day 1

This is what LDR really is. Distance + no communication. no wonder its tough to maintain. 

U.S.A.

We first talked about it when we started dating. He was suppose to go to US for work, maybe for a good 2 years. Will we survive that long a distance for such a long period? What will become of us?

The plan never worked out, US dragged on and on. He changed jobs quite a bit. But i know its his dream to go.

Now that he's finally leaving tomorrow, i still feel reluctant to let go. But i know i should let him catch him dreams and he'll return.

Accident, he knocked me!

First time being knocked by a car, feels scary. Was at the traffic light waiting for it to turn green. A 2 lane road with a slope going down in front. All of a sudden, felt the car shake, and saw a wira squeezing his way through in between the 2 lane of cars that was already waiting. Mine was the last of the queue, so i got hit first, then the car on my right. i felt the car bumped into me 3 times, and saw my right mirror flipped backward the other way round. Oh no, its not going to look good. and i have a small, light car. As the wira squeezed through more, it hit both cars in front of me, directly and diagonally in front.

As the traffic light was still red, i called dad. sos, should i go down? Panicked. What if it was some drunk fellow running away from the police? saw the rest going down, i made a quick inspection. Not too bad, just some light scratches on the paint above my right tire. Other than that, nothing major.

The wira driver called for all 4 cars to turn into a petrol station to discuss. Mr Wira came down and inspected my car too. i didnt dare to go down, kept my engine on in case i needed to speed away. He was actually quite nice. told me, there are a few light scratches, points to the scar. but nothing else. i told him, its ok la. a few scratches, nothing serious.

Drove off. what an experience. Lessons learnt

1. when knocked, take a photo of the car's number plate

2. if possible, take a photo of the driver

3. never inspect a car on the road, in case car from back knocks me

4. if nothing else, no need to negotiate

5. be nice, dont honk unnecessarily. if needed, honk lightly twice, not one long loud honk