self withdrawal syndrome

need time away from people and things to recompose self

social ability : 0

need time to recharge

why
why
do i somehow focus more on the wet blanket than the flames?

im in a rampant shooting mood
whoever who comes into my way

watch out!

or you'll end up with a hole in your body

all fired and geared up!!!!!!
long to do list waiting for me!!!!!

drowning self in pure ignorance

on saturday, christmas night itself
mommy fell and fractured her backbone
please pray along with my family

forgotten me not?
it doesnt matter because its not about me

me forgotten not?
nope. beautiful memories are created by god, meant to be kept and remembered till always

look beyond the surface
you will find love, mercy, grace and humbleness

i bit the inside of my gum
under my cheeks
ouch

i've been having itch everywhere on my body since 1 month ago
but only happens when its dark
someone explain to me?
its not the clothes or place i go to
it just happens suddenly
everywhere
what is happening?

we call the pharisees hypocrites, but in real life, how many of us falls into the same category? somehow in some point in life, we dont do what we say, or things we promise others are totally unachievable, or even worst, put one self in such a positive light and then do not display even a single hint of that expectation or promised behaviour.

i admit. i fall short.

looking back at what i was
what i used to be so passionate about
and now
i think i've lost touch
of what i thought was my gifting
somehow
i find myself a show off today
i dont know why
i feel like
im not humble enough