i need someone that i will still cherish and have feelings for after such a long time of communication void

i told you before, if we didnt make it, i would get married fast. im tired of the dating game

i didnt think that i would walk down the aisle with you, lets call it off

i dont understand him. and im not doing anything to understand him. and i call it off.

i needed to find who i am

depressing codes and statements i've heard, recollected over these few days as i think about how come relationships fail. and its depressing how some statements, could be avoided from the very beginning if only. if only the proper mindset was set right from the beginning.

heartaches are the worst things to go through. a relationship is equivalent to nuturing emotions. to have emotions broken down and taken away. its painful.

how certain quotes by meant to be forgotten people stays on and never fades

unintentional lost

noticable grumpiness oozing out

the line between admonishing and integrity

between wanting to change a person and holding back thoughts

between knowing the overall situation, the disagreements, the tensions and still being neutral

habitually cocooned.

Reminiscing the times where talks were long and pleasant
Remembering the times we prayed till we cried just for you

I do miss those times

Now we're all left wondering
Will you ever return, will we ever regain this friend

Once in a while, my heart still grieves for the past and longs for reconciliation

resistance just to prove a point.

being rebellious because of a disliking

selfish for allowing only self to go against

looking out the window of life

clips of happenings

words sharp like the sword

yet i still sit here as an observer

unable to link thoughts with words