my stands?
my choice?
its my life isnt it?

but then
i know i have to follow
that's a choice also huh?

does that mean i get to
choose what i want to do?

i choose you
but its subject to conditions too huh
if others dont
do i still do?

i dont know
pleasing all is so hard to do
please all
end up not pleasing self

do i live for myself?
then where does he come in?
never?
can not
i dont want..