How does it feel like
to experience
death in the family?
to know someone might be leaving
and to know that
there is no more chance to meet that person anymore
because
that person is not going to heaven
but that person
doesnt have the ability to go to heaven
even pastors say that its impossible
prayers for years
doesnt seem to be coming close to true
because
that person
can be considered no longer
to be in the right mind
therefore
doesnt equal to have a chance
to come to know jesus anymore