Matthew 6:25-34 (New International Version)

Do Not Worry

25"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life^[a]?

28"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

god is always good. i have been worrying a lot about dih since his accident. his body condition, any after effects, any internal injury. and i also have been worrying about my bro going away to study, about exams that are coming up so soon.

life has been getting better. improving. from the pit where i was. to the climbing up stage where i am today. god has been good. he has been the one picking me up. and i am learning once again from scratch to rely on his' goodness.

getting up has not been easy. there has been so many instances where i was so tempted to just give up everything to stay back in the dark hole once again. but i thank god for people who have been there encouraging me when i needed it most. and i thank god for his word that is alive.

where do i go from here? its another 6 weeks or so till exams ends and till dih leaves for his future. its not going to be easy adapting. im going to miss having him around to talk to, to laugh together, all the heart to heart talks, the comforting sessions, the devotions together, the prayers together. but like today's devo. im learning to trust god to know and to believe that he will take care of us and of all those i hold dear.