loved

He came, with a back support piece for my back and a orangy red african daisy wrapped in white mahjong paper. One flower, just how i like it. :) 

Im loved, i know. From the way he takes cares of me. When we're far apart and even more so when we meet up monthly. :) 

Go and reach for your dreams. You know i'll be here waiting for your return. 

I've learnt that God's blessings always comes at the perfect time. I was so tired, physically, mentally, emotionally till i broke down. After the whole night of tears and sinking deeper and deeper into the black hole, Sunday turned out to be a real blessing, to have cell group, and a whole long meet up session with Sherine and Joel. :) Its good to be able to share my heart out and be myself. 

Miss having friends that brings out the real me. 

fitting into the corporate world is an adult thing. i can turning 21 in the corporate world was steepest turning of age experience i have. For the better, i hope. Certain days pass as, wow, so that's the big picture that im suppose to learn? while certain days could be more to, lunch time! dinner time! As tough as it may seem, thank you for encouraging me to move on. I have learnt more about myself, but at the same time, thanking god for grounding the roots back in school and uni days. 

Dreams are back, the familiar dreamland is back. :) How i wish i can capture the images and address of dreamland, to share with all others. Maybe it really is a place somewhere on this earth, since i keep dreaming about the same places over and over again. 

I miss. walking into church, with the liberty and freedom to sing and dance my heart out. Even if the notes are out of tune or in the wrong key. Even if my body is twisted and my legs are wobbly. Just to be able to let loose in the presence of God. 

Loving every sincere worship session, where tears flow out of realisation and recognition that im loved. 

Personal encounters were part of our prayers since high school. Not many can say, i know God's love. Simple yet deep and profound in its own manner. While many times, our lives changes our thoughts and guides the experience that we go through, its amazing to know that God remains the same throughout. Its the still small voice that is most impactful and most comforting to us all the time. 

Sharing encounters may not be my forte, since its too personal and too close to the heart to be taken lightly by another party. 

"You'll be forever mine"