Tuesday, January 09, 2007

its unavoidable huh?
after so many years of experiencing that some how similar situation
thats my conclusion
i think its more relevant here than at home
so what if im different
so what if i cant speak chinese as fluent as you do
so what if i cant speak other dialects like you do
its not that i cant
i think
i can
but i erm..
its not my first language
put it that way
so that is causing me to not fit in as much as i want to?
sigh
i suppose i just have to accept it
that i will not be really accepted by everyone huh
talk about biasesness
and i will always end up with my own clique of friends
who speak the language that i do
who uses the same kind of expression
well.
at least along those lines
did i try?
i did
i always do
and i still am
but if the results are that discouraging
should i even continue?

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