leave me alone
to dream of my prince charming
to dream of the shadow of his back and his neck and his hair

leave me alone
to let me heartbeat fall into the same pace as his
to feel the fuzzyness when he gaze at me

leave me alone
to melt in his actions and words
believing that till today its still alive and living

leave me alone
to indulge in my memory
of what it should be

leave me alone
to be mesmerized by his masculinity
yet at the gentleness that he shows when he's with me

leave me alone
to dream of what i was so sure it would be
of the lost dream that i lost because of me

leave me alone
as i trace my fingers upon his picture
remembering the feelings that was there and might still be there

leave me alone
in my girly fantasy
where it would never be just you and me