problem started since these incidents and has never ended
problem is still growing
problem is causing me to run
problem is causing me to not believe
problem is causing me to not know how to trust or who to trust
problem is making me not want to have anything to do with problem
problem is causing me to feel obligated to go for activities
problem is causing me to look at those them from a different more negative perspective
problem is making me turn into a monster
problem is making me enjoy becoming a monster
problem is making me into a totally different person