im tired.

of the constant bickering on how contradicting the whole situation is

i know that what i have achieved so far, are blessings from god.

cant you see that too?

it has not been on my own effort.

and so if i have to sacrifice.

its alright

because i know that god will provide.

so what if its not a first class at the end?

i wont regret it. because i know that in the first place, its by god's grace

i dont deserve it

why then.

am i questioned in this manner?