Tuesday, May 16, 2006

trust

i realise i have a problem with trusting people
at least what people say and tell me
so many things that should sound so beautiful and loving
words that should give assurance
but yet
i find it so hard to trust and believe and take what the words means
why>
is it because of all the hipocracy happening around
or is it because of all the stories that i've heard people spreading around
or is it just because i've trusted something i thought would be what it suppose to be
but it just never turn out the way it is
and it left so much hurt and bitterness in me?
i want to trust
i dont want to doubt
is it just a form of self defense
a big layer of ignorance so that i wouldnt need to face the consequences?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

hey meen!!sorry haven been on9 for ages.my line kena cut liaw so haf to rely on dial up.its so SLOW!!cant even open my blog.sniff,sniff.having exams now so wldn be on9 often.will be free and available after the 7th:)take care k!keeping u constantly in my prayers..i miss u alot..wld like to go somewhere with u and just chat...:)*hint,hint*