That's why we need friends. That's why i need friends.

Known uncertainty is acceptable. But unknown uncertainty leads to rejection.

Im scared. N i cant imagine myself saying this. But im not ready.
Despite going through the thought so many times mentally. Im not
ready. What is taking place now is not what i thought it would be. Be
vague, go in circles. At least i know im still on the roundabout. Now
im sitting in some strangers car heading to some unknown place.

I need friends.