god has an interesting way of throwing us out course when we think that all is going well and smooth.

my direction is shaken. what i was so sure about. now its in disillusion.

questions are answered with 'no way'. why is answered with 'no'.

what is up next? i dont know. where does this lead me to? i dont know too. but what if it isnt what i thought for sure it would be?

ego and emo comes in?

i dont know. someone somehow talk to me? my thoughts are so unorganized.