im facing with a lot of fear now
dont really know why
six sense
or its the holy spirit talking to me
1st fear
fear of stepping in something that im not even suppose to be in
im not sure
the more i step in
the deeper i get
2nd fear
fear of not knowing what is going to happen in the future
this is the total opposite of fear no 1
fear no 2 is more of
knowing that im in the right thing
and i dont really know what to expect
its something good
a good fear? is there such a thing?
im not sure how am i suppose to feel now
im all jumbled up inside
dont know what to say
just feel like going up to a person and hug that person
not say anything
words are all tied up inside
sometimes i wish time would stop there right there at that moment
and i could just stay there
no fear
peace and
feel so protected
so comforted
can time stop?
sadly i dont think so
and after that moment
i dont know what will happen
do i fear losing that moment?
its part of my memory now
will it stay?
1 comment:
he knows how u feel and he also have fear.. fear bout the future.. he knows that he really cares for u and want to protect u as long as he can... to comfort u for all your trouble and to be there whenever u need him to be there.. he cares.. he really cares.... time flies and memory remains as memories... but reality is something that i cannot ignore.. need not to ignore.. why is it that whenever we felt something that we want to ignore.. we will ask is this the holy spirit? surrender to god and let him make u what u feel and do not have doubts and argue.. have faith... faith....
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