im stuck here between reality and fantasy
my soul's floating, searching for a destination
emotional turmoil within me
my heart aches, no words can measure

stand up on your feet once again
stop drooling, stop falling


internal struggle
emotional conflict
forget but remember
am i capable of coping?


memories form personality
stay strong


contradiction
head and heart


emotional settlement
2 weeks, too short of a time period?


why this deep storm within?

send comfort through Your word and through dreams

no courage
to put thoughts into words
as a proof of my fondness
or rather a reality of you gone

there in our Father's arms
safe and sound
smiling and worshipping with angels
take comfort, my soul

do look down once in a while
God sends angels down, will it be you?
maybe when i least expect it
there you'll be standing in front of me