wait

is it better to know nothing and wait for something to happen or know something and still wait for it to happen even though you know you face the risk of it not going to happen
waiting, life is like a game, ;you wait for so many things to happen. you wait for recess when you're in school, and after recess you wait for the last bell of the day to ring, then you wait for secondary school to start, after that college, and then graduation, and look for a job, so many things to wait for
take me for instance, i wait for the day i'll be getting married, i wait for the day i can totally abandon myself to GOd. i wait for the day knowing that that small something i knew will come true
i've always asked myself, is it possible to stay in His presence forever> yes i suppose, that will be the day when i reach heaven, and im also waiting for that day to happen
waiting its the hardest thing to do in anyone;s life, especially my life... what would you do if you've been waiting for some 8 years and you know its not time yet, the waiting process has to go on until GOd tells it to end. will you still wait? i find it tougher and tougher each day... why> because i know deep down in me its not time yet,and because of that i dont want to feel anything, not for now, not yet. dont mess with emotions, it has this big bolded read label that says : dangerous, stay far away unless willing to commit
i wait for so many things, to see the smile on His face; to hear Him say : well done my dear child; well, those are the far future,
for now, probably i;ll just be looking out from my window really often, waiting to see the appearance of a rainbow in the sky, that was GOd's sign to Noah right>
will it also be God's sign to me to encourage me to keep on waiting for HIm to do HIs will?