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i remembered when i was flying off from cambodia..there were a couple of cambodian maids in the plane, i think they were coming to malaysia as maids..
and when the plane left cambodia, as it was flying over that land, i just suddenly felt the spirit of God so strongly in my heart... never had that kind of experience before... it felt like a burden , a very heavy burden, of what i didnt know at that time. all i knew was i started praying for that country, for the people. i suppose it was really encouraging to have met Power( our tour guide;s friend who came along, and he is a christian, going to korea sometime this month to study theology)... and the people are are still so innocent, they need the Lord, for He is so unknown there amongst the strong buddhist influence...
after i came back to malaysia, i still didnt know what was that feeling for... what was the spirit trying to tell me? i dont know
and when i went for Uncle Lee's homecoming service on sun, i finally had the chance to talk to uncle victor..
i said it doesnt matter where, i just want to go for missions, and i really felt that that was what i wanted to do... he said..i have this place , but i would need to write in first...its in cambodia
cambodia..cambodia...that word echoed in my head my whole being... that was what i was silently thinking..and that was where i was silently hoping to go..and here doors are opening...it got me really excited
and after that, i spoke to Uncle Allen Kam also...he said that he knows this malaysia family who stays in cambodia and are missionaries there..that is so interesting...i want to go...was really really excited...to the maximum level!!!wow...im on my way there...started someway, somehow already

but then, yesterday morning, aunt angelina (a UTAR lecturer) called dad and said that there will not be any july intake this year... meaning i wont be able to go during may to july...=( was rather disappointed

but i was reminded that i still have a 3 months break sometime during my first year of Uni... have to really pray that the passion will last till then and perhaps grow even stronger, GOd willing...

yay!! i want to go!!! o-kun (thank you in cambodian) =)