i have a second sickness.... first one was and is severe short term memory syndrome.. haha
being so very blur is because i really do not remember what i am suppose to remember... dont ask me what i had for breakfast yesterday... most likely i dont remember
even if i do... i would have taken ages to recall..haha.. and im only 17.... not good at all
now i have a second sickness
haha
lettting go syndrome
seems to be having this really hard time letting go of stuff... dont want to let go... i was listening to songs played randomly on my computer... and suddenly it started playing christmas songs.... haha.. i remember christmas night and my college life... suddenly turned so sentimental and nostalgic...
not good... i dont think ihave reached the stage of digesting where it all stays as memories.. not yet.. its still stuck somewhere between reality and accepting the fact that its all over
not good.. not good
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Awh.... may be u have too many things going in and out in your mind... may be that is why u dont recall stuff on the spot.. dont worry lah..
letting go... hahaha.... its not easy to forget what u enjoyed doing.. these sweet memories will always be there no matter hoe long it has already been.. good memories are meant to be kept.. it brigs back precious moments.. no need to let go lah.. i believe most of them still can recall the christmas night... pity that particular person that have been around for almost five years... imagine how many christmas he has been... hahaha...
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