Monday, July 17, 2006

i realised im a very confused person

weaknesses becoming strength
my strength turns out to be my biggest weakness

sometimes i feel like just giving up sometimes
and just take the blame for all
after all i have nothing to lose
but
is it time for me to step up and not always take the blame?
ive been always the one who took the blame for so many things
the one who appears to be so strong and so hero like
but behind it all
all the tears that fell
is it better for me to take the blame
and everything else will be ok?

but now?
its not my fault
that i am really sure
but
should i be the black sheep?
would it be better?
i dont mind going through the whole thing of being blamed again
but should i?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

girl.. i think u just dont want to make the things more trounlesome and u dun want to make any enemies.. u want to be nice to everyonee.... that is good but sometimes u need to stand up for yourself... though it might look harsh and cruel... it need to be done... if u keep taking the blame.. ppl will climb to your head... take advantage... they might have a party on your head... jst kidding... even if u take in all the blame and its not your fault... u will feel sad... ppl who do not know u will think u r not a responsible person.. some might think u r easy to be bullied... they will bully u again and that will make u feel worst... dont worry about the mess u r in now.. God is in control.. u need to have faith and remind yourself that gos is in control.. he knows what he is doing in your life... he has a masterpiece plan for u.. =)