why so downcast o my soul

nah,i dont think its depression
its just a mood swing..
im a moody person
haha
maybe its because i am seeing more and more of my weaker side
its kind of shocking...
maybe its because of the stress
maybe its because of having to meet so many people
and not knowing the outcome
or maybe its just because of you
detaching..
that is something i have to learn also
i have to admit
ive gotten used to the closeness
and its a sudden change
although its for the better
but i need to get used to it?
it takes time